Update

I should update this because a lot has happened since my last post.

Firstly, sorry about the last few posts since May. I don't really know what's been going on. I've had super high highs, but also really low lows. Like last week for example. I think I'm going though some stuff. My parents found out about all this. What's going on with me, as well as this blog. Last Monday I went to the doctors. I got put on anti depressants for the first time in my life. Apparently I have low melatonin, which causes depression. I also need to start going to a a therapist again. So I'll look into that for next week. I'm feeling a lot better but still can't help feeling down at times. I still think I'm too much of a loner, like I'm better of doing things by myself. Its like this gut feeling. I think I need to work on that. Maybe I should learn to fit in better or allow myself to get close to others. 

Whatever happens I'll update this blog, I hope I can get better soon. 

See ya